The Mind Behind This
I listened to this
//Saturday, January 9, 2010 12:12 AM
what is wrong with me?
Salam. Hello everyone! Its been a while i haven't update my blog since my last post. So here it comes. I just got so much to share with guys yet i don't know where to start. Oh! i have made 2 tag board in my blog with the greeny color one just to attract your attention. Alah babe come on..just tag tag and tag la.. Tell me no matter it is bad or good just voice it out. Tell me anything that crossed your mind. But i only reply to the good one la. Easy easy one la! Haha! :P
Accurately, as I remembered last time i used to say this in my previous post.
"I hope everything goes according to what i planned"
But apparently, i have made no changes at all to myself. I am not ready to move on and it won't change at all.
I am currently not leading a happy life due to so many obstacles that coming through my way.
I kept treating myself obnoxious tremendously since i broke up. I am totally lost. I feel like he is still around. And i can't stop myself from thinking of him. Arghh! I know my friends will hate me when they heard about this but i just can't figure it out. Maybe i just not a well digest of what is going on now yet. It will take time longer than i expected. At some point of time, i am jealous with people around me, seeing them holding hands, hugging with their partner. I can't even listen to love song! I prefer listening to hard core song better! Sorry guys.. It makes me think of him.. Oh my.. I am sooooo jealous!
Erm..lets talk about my last few days. I haven't get my beauty slept well this week. Since i was struggling myself doing my revision for 3D paper on last thursday. I kept pushing myself study! study! study! UH..pfft.
Know what guys? I didn't understand single words i read but i still read it until i had back and head ache just because i got so many free stun while studying it. LOL! All my muscle are stiffness already. But actually i vain it because i didn't kept anything from that notes in my brain. Just tired and wasted.. Haha! :(
I have done my * 3D final paper last thursday. First of all, when i open the paper. I started to laugh at myself. Haha! What the hell am i reading! Theres nothing to do with what i'd already revised! No connection at all! I am so pissed off with that paper. And it was so intricate! It was too difficult to answer! I don't know either i am answering it correctly or not. Just pray that i pass the exam. No more delay! I need to go for my practical afterward!
Alright! my next plan is..? * resume! Oh God.. i haven't working on it yet. So i need to settle everything only in 1 week. =_="
I thought like applying for * The Star Publication Sdn Bhd. If only i can get in there. Where else can i find places that accurately suitable for graphic post..? Hurmm... I can't think other than The Star. Besides, i need to choose a better place where i can show my ability marks for my diploma grade certificate later.
This one is really making me bingetsssss one...i need to working on my * DCG final project during my practical.. hukhuk.. :( What to do guys.. I have to accept it because its my fault for not done anything for my DCG final project yet until the end of this semester. I couldn't helped it. There was so many obstacles coming around until i can't even concentrate on my final project well. I am only done a few research about the company i have chosen and thats all! Sigh.. I just hope that i can handle everything well by doing two job instead in one time. InsyaAllah..
Thats all for now. Good bye readers!