Salam and hello readers. It has been ages since i last entered here. I have ignored my blog since i don't really in a mood to write down everything here. I found that my whole week become so hard for me to get through. My entire life feel like nothing. It full of depression.

I have to face with so many problems which it clearly shows that i am not a good person who can manage things well. Yes i am. I felt down whenever the portrait that i have been working so hard to complete it,  has been rejected just like that! Just that simple! Not forget with all those shit things i have to hear. I'm not a tough person who can take things easily. I am not ok and i can't deny it..I cried a lot when i get back from college last week. I felt humiliate in front others. I felt ashamed to everyone. You don't have to speak it loud in front other people like that. I'm also a human being who have feeling too.. I am so depressed..

But, Alhamdulillah..things getting better when i'm in KL. I feel calm when i get to see the person that i miss so dearly! Yes..it's him..one and only man who i love so much. He proposed me and now we are together again. He gave me an engraved ring which written our name on it. I am so thankful to Allah for giving me this happiness. Alhamdulillah.. :)

I am so happy now.. no words can described my feeling. :)
Your sincerely,
scha