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//Saturday, July 2, 2011 4:38 PM
Urghh What A Boring Birthday.
Well today is 2nd of July. To be frank, I'm actually forgot my birthday! Hahahaha. Luckily someone texts me last night, if not i won't remember anything at all. Thanks to him :). Okay, i haven't online my FB yet to see all the wishes. I'll surely read it later. Thanks fellows!
Strange how bored i was that i googled the phrase "it's my birthday" well because it is. i'm twenty two today. it feels odd. Its hard to believe I have spent 22 years on this Earth already.
I want to be optimistic for the future, nonetheless its always the same. I create the picture in my head that the next birthday will be good (not amazing, but to be content with) and then it's always a let down. Maybe my expectations are too high, but when only few friends remember to texts me wishing a happy birthday its gets me thinking.. just how many people care about my existence? Another year older; still never been loved.