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//Sunday, April 8, 2012 1:19 AM
Most Probably.
Assalamualaykum w.b.t
Do you ever got the feelings that almost drowned you? Yesterday, until today. I don't know what exactly in my mind. I feel terrible. Anxious. Horrible at the same time. I feel scared sometimes.. Scared of get my hopes up high and later watch them falling apart. Scared of no apparent reasons. Scared of people around me. Scared of trusting people. Scared of falling. Scared of getting hurts again. Scared of being insecured. And the most terrify part is when being scared for no reason. I am afraid of being scared that my next day would be more worse than today. I guess this is what happened cause by traumatic experiences where lead me no where. I am drowning in my own thoughts and thinking. I really hate this. I have days when it's hard for me to get to sleep. It happen mostly every night. I heard a lots of rumors making by them. I am mad. Sad. Frustrated. Seriously I am. 
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